Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Arizona




I wrote 4 songs tonight
Now, that's not exactly true
I wrote 1/2 of one
finished 2
and took a cold, hard, look at an old 1

But finishing something
is a hell of an accomplishment
anyway
and that aint but half of what I did

I'm fibbing,
I didn't mean to
I just realized something just now
that makes me from a second ago
an outright fabricator

I might've wrote 1 and a 1/2 songs today
because two of the songs I finished
are mashed together
and I don't know what that counts for

Lately, I've been thinking alot about Art
I got this professor
always talking about "designation"
(which I don't give a shit about)
as a necessary requirement
for something to be Art
Like we all need more Authorities in our lives

So I dedicated a song to R.G. Collingwood
its an expressionist lyric
he oughta like that

"Collingwood"

When you were a writer
You were in love with your words
You wrote all those letters
Until you lost your nerve

What did you see?
Only the Mountains and the deep blue Sea
& What did you hear?
Only the Birds, Only the Birds, Only the Birds
Were There

Now that you are a painter
You're in love with all you see
You paint all your pictures
& then you ask it of me

What did you see?
Only the Mountains and the deep blue Sea
& What did you hear?
Only the Birds, Only the Birds, Only the Birds
Were There
~

There's an outro to it too
but there's no words
I like to think of it as a Dillemma
which is the same thing to me
as saying the Blues

It brings the melody into a more major
but way stranger space
in 6/4
(With the #s indicating number of measures)

Em G Em G F Fm B7 C7 Cm7 G B7 Em
2 2 2 2 1 1 2 1 1 2 2 2

It's sad and triumphant
the way I like 'em
Really wants a horn
but they're hard to find around here
and I find my mind
drifting off to Arizona
and my lonesome heart
trailing behind

I already done fucked that up
because all that above
comes at the end
and now its all out of order
but it don't matter really
there are always ways
of stranding things together

I wrote the next section first
and its been a minute too
but the words got me thinking
and seeing them in their own light
reminded me of a friend from the Service

That aint true really either
I knew the guy
but I wouldn't call 'em a friend
We were in the same company
and had a couple chances
to shoot the shit together
anyway
he was killed in Afghanistan
guess a week or so now
but it breaks my heart
anyway

"Snow Song"

That idiot drummer
He marched through the summer
Beating his drum
Till it snowed, playing,
"I'm Coming Home"
"I'm Coming Home"

Your soft-hearted sister
She's down by the river
Singing the only song
That she knows
"I'm Coming Home"
"I'm Coming Home"

Because
The Bells in the Alley, they clang
So Slow
And the Horns in the Army, they sing
So Slow
So don't Go
Back to the Snow
Without Me
~

That last bit I wrote
thinking about that kid
Who knows if he'd appreciate it
Anyway,
Dedications from Strangers
are more necessary to Art
Than Designations from Anybody

I know they don't make much sense together
at first glance
and they're not really supposed to
in any logical way
but its never been about logic
Anyway

3 comments:

  1. you're right
    it hasn't ever been about logic
    ...need to stop kidding myself
    holed up thinking that creativity
    is about some kind of logic
    instead of being about
    organic growth

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  2. @ RPM
    (So you know,
    I posted TL/DR before you posted,
    but now it looks all wrong,
    I appreciate the response,
    way more than this makes it look)
    What's Organic about Arizona?

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